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Arbana Osmani confesses: 2 years ago I gave up, I was waiting for "BBV" to end

2025-04-05 12:19:50 / SHOWBIZ ALFA PRESS

Arbana Osmani confesses: 2 years ago I gave up, I was waiting for

Moderator Arbana Osmani was present on the final night of "X Factor Albania" where she also confessed her departure from television.

She revealed that two years ago, she had decided to leave the "Big Brother Vip" moderation and that she was looking forward to the end of that edition, because according to her, she was losing herself, something more important than success, ambition and money.

"2 years ago, maybe at this hour, in a big studio with lots of lights, in the program that had captivated Albanians inside and outside the borders, the only thing I was waiting for was for that program to end! I was in the most coveted position a television presenter could have, maximum audience, extraordinary success, salary with many zeros, marketing contracts, titles on portals. I think, whoever was close to me at the time and heard me say that next year I would no longer be presenting and directing Big Brother, told me that I was wasting my time, that I was making a big mistake! That it was the peak of the spectacle, that it would be the end of my career, that all the doors on Top would be closed to me, that there is no irreplaceable person, that I would regret it. Of course, some of it turned out to be true. And despite the chorus I had against me at the time, I decided to leave, not without regret, but that I was losing something more important than success, ambition and "The money. I was losing myself!" - said Arbana.

Even though she has always done the work she loved, Arbana shares with the public that part of herself that she had missed so much and perhaps alienated. This is a message that fame, success, money or clicks are not the elements that make us feel alive and complete!

“Kam filluar ta bëj këtë punë që 14 vjeç jo për t’u bërë e famshme, por se më buronte, se kam dashur të komunikoj me publikun. Pavarësisht se nuk kam qenë imazhi perfekt i bukurisë në televizion. S’kisha atë gjatësinë, ecjen, duart i mbaja keq…Akoma i mbaj keq! Unë prapë kam bërë në televizion gjithçka që kam dashur. Jo gjithmonë ia kam dalë, por nuk jam dorëzuar asnjëherë! Se prindërit më kanë mësuar se duhet të luftosh për atë që do, të qëndrosh edhe kur thyhesh! E megjithatë para 2 vitesh u dorëzova! U largova nga ajo studio e madhe zemërthyer, u largova duke menduar nëse kolegët e mi do më shkruanin apo do më flisnin. Ika dhe nuk kisha asnjë plan B. Asnjë! Nuk dija se çfarë doja, por dija se çfarë nuk doja dhe kaq më mjaftonte. Kisha shumë frikë, frika për të ndryshuar nuk ishte më e madhe se frika për të qëndruar, por e mundi. Dalëngadalë rikuperova kohën me fëmijët e mi, shijova jetën reale. Atë që s’ka lidhje me followersat, grimin. Duke ikur nga suksesi në sytë e publikut, po njihja një sukses të ri, jo rehat, por pa atë ndjesinë që të mbyt, që nuk të lë të lirë. Një dhuratë që po i bëja vetes time. Jeta ka mënyrën e vet për të treguar se duartrokitjet e audiencave të mëdha ishin zëvendësuar me ato të fëmijëve të mi.

Ne nuk jemi në këtë jetë për të qenë të përsosur! Nëse thyhemi, të ringrihemi më të fortë! Në kërkimin për sukses, këshilla ime është të mos humbni dritën tuaj! Unë kam zgjedhur të jetoj jetën time dhe jo pritshmëritë e të tjerëve! Ndoshta kjo është forma më e pastër e guximit”, u shpreh Arbana Osmani.

Arbana tregoi se kur prezantoi Festivalin e Këngës në RTSH ka qenë shumë e ngarkuar dhe ka qenë e detyruar të shkonte çdo dy orë në shtëpi për t’i dhënë gji vajzës së vogël, Zoit, asokohe 3 muajshe. Por në të gjithë morinë e atyre punëve dhe vajzës që vetëm qante, Arbana rrëfeu se befas kuptoi që arsyeja ishte se i kishte ikur qumështi i gjirit.

"There have been many difficult moments in my personal life that I should never have reflected on screen, but I am now remembering a moment that was not actually on stage, but was in my house two hours before I went on stage at the RTSH Song Festival three years ago. At that time, Zoi, my daughter, was only 3 months old and I was breastfeeding her. In the same week, I had the four nights of the festival and the premiere of Big Brother, so the four nights of the festival, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and the premiere of Big Brother on Friday. They have been very, very, very busy as days and nights. In all this multitude of work, I had to go every two hours, every three hours, to go and breastfeed my daughter. It was 6 o'clock, I had done my makeup, just so that I would be ready to go directly on stage. I had not put on my dress. I ran "In the bedroom, I took Zoin in my arms and put him to my chest. He just cried, cried and I didn't understand why he was crying. Meanwhile, my phone wouldn't stop because they were asking me when he was coming and I had to adjust the skeleton and all the other things. Meanwhile, I had this baby crying and I didn't understand what was wrong. Then suddenly I realized that my milk had run out and I just felt the tears moving me endlessly, endlessly and I had this baby in my hand and I said: Arbana, what are you doing? What are you doing?" Then I wiped away my tears, hugged Zoin tightly, made a bottle of milk, she drank it too, I was free and went and presented the festival",  Arbana Osmani confessed tearfully.

She was also asked when she would return to television, but again did not give a concrete answer.

Alketa Vejsiu:  Look, the audience in the "ask questions" that I conducted only has one question, "when will you return to the screen", because they are not satisfied with just YouTube that connects to their home television, they want the screen. Are there any current projects?

Arbana Osmani:  I will return to the screen when I judge that it will be the right moment for me. When it is an interesting project, when it is something that inspires me, when I do it with great desire and with great pleasure like I have done all the programs so far. To not be like at the end of the first 2 years that I mentioned in the monologue.

 

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